this is my last post on here for real and i'm not coming back ever since i'll probably be dead
== Email ==
my life has genuinely been tough, I was born to a shitty family which mostly abused me when I was younger, i was born with adhd, autism, and later diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia (most likely caused by stress), i started using the internet at a very young age, when i was like 8 all the way in 2011, so i've genuinely been practically terminally online for my entire life which is pathetic. i wasn't always this way though, i started playing blockland around in 2012/2013, and roblox, i met a lot of good friends there, one of which now runs a succesful youtube channel (this was always my dream too but i could never do it), i even talked to iban/joshua moon, everything was mostly fine, i was always an autist with weird interests.
I checked that yahoo email but i didn't find any other accounts associated with it (or in any breaches) which means it's likely a burner. Also i found something interesting with two of the IPs listed on a breach site:
but it all really changed when i had this weird sexual awakening in 2015 and i was using the blockland forums, and i spoke too much, which led to the creation of a drama thread about me where i sperged out for the first time ever, when i was banned from the blockland forums i genuinely was fucking heartbroken, that was the first time i had ever been kicked out from a community for my behaviour, i genuinely got depressed because that was all the friends i had, but then i met 2 guys who were willing to talk to me on steam, and we made a little skype group, things started small but then I got invited to a blockland forum discord server ran by someone called "sky" and that's when I truly started going off the deep end, i was barely 12 at this point but this discord server was an actual grooming shithole
i met someone called g4mer, i forgot his actual name but he later renamed himself to prjizevire, and this guy exposed me to a shitload of furry porn and this was my first real grooming experience, at the time i just thought it was cool and i started masturbating, but this is definitely one of the things that planted all those fucking weird seeds in my head that would later lead to me trooning out, this is also the time i started radicalizing myself because i was reading way too much 4chan/reddit and i was becoming hateful because a lot of people fucking hated me for who i was, and i guess this just drove me fucking insane
a year later in 2016, i had a falling out with prjizevire, but i remained friends with those 2 guys, i guess i'll name them, no point, one of them was zsonal, and the other was hitius (some guy whos known in the old roblox community), and we started hanging out around this guy called nitro, yeah, another huge freak, i pretty much got fucking groomed again, only in 2017 was when things went fucking crazy, because I tried to date some guy called susstornado who unironically was like 5 years younger than me at that point, and yeah you can see how that is fucking terrible, i eventually had my own friends fucking bite me in the ass for that in 2018, and it all came out, at this time i was running a ss13 server called dabber station, had around 40 people in a server of my own, and i got completely fucking exposed on reddit which led to me losing this, this was genuinely also one of the worst times of my life, I had never been this depressed before, this is also the time i started figuring out i was actually trans, but never really did anything about it
2019, i think this si where my life went up again (finally) but it was shortlived, i managed to become friends with hitius again and we all were happy, at this point i was completely radicalized into the alt-right, i was posting on r/the_donald, using /pol/ almost 24/7, and i started becoming pretty hateful, i hated almost everything, i hated transgenders, i hated niggers, i hated jews, average /pol/ behaviour, to be honest being on my computer was always kind of an escape for me, I don't talk to anyone, not even to my family, because they would always abuse me, hit me, my mom once literally broke a fucking tree stick on my back and it was painful, i still have the scars from that, my body genuinely looks disgusting now, i have so much cuts and shit, so being on my computer and talking to friends and laughing at dumb memes is genuinely all i've had for so long
anyways 2020 reached, I had another falling out with hitius and that friend circle, and this is when i started looking into something i could do, so i started developing a new roblox game called "sprpdr" which was this shitty south park roleplaying game meant as a replacement for a older one that i thought kinda sucked, everything was going so well, until yup, you guessed it, they all came back to fuck with me again, this time bringing back the same susstornado shit back and eventually I fucking lost everything, but this time even worse, the game had 300k visits, 100 active players all at once, I was earning so much, but i could not keep dealing with them, they were genuinely obsessed, they would go on my game, exploit, spam shit about me being a groomer, and i just fucking snapped and deleted it all. some copies have gone up ever since, but yeah, so i just fucking had enough at this point, and since i was participating in raiding/trolling communities on discord such as the trihard legion, i went all in, i had nothing anymore. i could only destroy at this point.
If these IPs are dynamic then its probably a nothing burger but I thought it was worth mentioning. [[User:Sn1per|Sn1per]] ([[User talk:Sn1per|talk]]) 17:38, 3 November 2025 (UTC)
2021 was uneventful, but i did join a UTTP trolling group called "the peachriots" which was run by some guy called jim flannigan and i started using the sharty i also turned 18 and moved out instantly to my own place because i was able to get neetbux going and it was enough for a shitty $400/month place, i started indulging more into weird fetishism and tranny shit, but 2022 is where i genuinely lost it, i joined a foodist trolling group called "lambright legion" after just having been freshly banned from a legion server ran by some guy called sleepywatercow, and i started doing really unethical shit, which eventually ended with a kf thread being made on them, and i posted cat gore, this led to me being mentioned in the thread, my friendgroup being mostly exposed, and honestly this was the point where i knew i was completely irredemable, and i trooned out. this entire thing lasted until 2024, until i got reinvited to another trihard legion server, it was called "grant macdonald fanclub" ad it was ran by this guy called ronnie mcnutt gaming, everything was going pretty well now, everyone had mostly forgotten i did any of the torswats stuff, but my heart got the best of me when i saw someone, that's when I first met "Kara", yes, kara is not me, that's the name of another trans girl I had met, i'll explain
:Kara (might be a LARP idk) saw this and is now sperging on the Chinny about it. I thought this was some gayop but now I'm not even sure tbh. For some reason xe thinks I'm "Sprate header".
:https://chud.win/chud/thread/254137.html [[User:Sn1per|Sn1per]] ([[User talk:Sn1per|talk]]) 18:51, 3 November 2025 (UTC)
::Sprate Header is a Kiwi Farms user who is a boogeyman among those "edgesphere" pedophiles, being faildoxed by them (this is where their "onEvidence" meme comes from). [[User:Faggot|Faggot]] ([[User talk:Faggot|talk]]) 20:34, 3 November 2025 (UTC)
:::Noted. [[User:Sn1per|Sn1per]] ([[User talk:Sn1per|talk]]) 21:01, 3 November 2025 (UTC)
kara was the cutest girl i ever met, she was genuinely the best, she understood me like no other, we genuinely did so much, i started indulging into weird sexual shit so much at this time, and she was the best person that could have ever come into my life, but it was shortlived, as the server had found out i was dating her and then wanted me to extort her, but I genuinely couldn't fucking do it. at one point, i just decided to give one fo them kara's tag, and that was my BIGGEST fucking mistake, because kara would think that i was trolling her, and it happened, she leaked fucking everything i had said to her, all of the disgusting shit, it was just out, ronnie and some other dude called john tried to extort me out of $400 so they wouldnt leak it because they were like "oh sheerbet you dont want your reputation ruined now do you" and i just told them to fuck off, and it happened, i got blocked by kara, i got kicked out of ronnie's server, and i was genuinely fucking heartbrokeen
after that, i tried to kill myself. that was in december 2024. the entire thing came to light, ronnie leaked it to skibidifarms, it got leaked, etc
: More emails:
:::rikiriki209@gmail.com
and also i feel the need to mention: i was never nudev, i was only larping, i was friends with nudev, i've known the guy for years, he's a good friend of mine, i admit, i just attentionwhored because i thought he was cool
and then 2025 hit. and that's when I finally became "Kara", the name of the same girl that backstabbed me. and now this is the end.
:::dabber4058@gmail.com
that's it. I'm sorry to everyone I've hurt. I'm sorry to all of you. I'm sorry for lying. I was never nudev. I will never amount to anything, I was just a groomed tranny.
:--[[User:Albujuerque|Albujuerque]] ([[User talk:Albujuerque|talk]]) 03:19, 4 November 2025 (UTC)
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I checked that yahoo email but i didn't find any other accounts associated with it (or in any breaches) which means it's likely a burner. Also i found something interesting with two of the IPs listed on a breach site:
Kara (might be a LARP idk) saw this and is now sperging on the Chinny about it. I thought this was some gayop but now I'm not even sure tbh. For some reason xe thinks I'm "Sprate header".
Sprate Header is a Kiwi Farms user who is a boogeyman among those "edgesphere" pedophiles, being faildoxed by them (this is where their "onEvidence" meme comes from). Faggot (talk) 20:34, 3 November 2025 (UTC)Reply
